I had an Aunt who had a daughter and she died on her fifth birthday. That is your gift for you still have her! She is with you in mind and Spirit, You can reach into your mind and remember fun times and amusing conversations and joy. Thank God she came into your life and you have her in your mind and all the memories of her growing up and you caring for her. I think I know just what a beautiful and loving relationship you had with Taz. I hold you in my heart and I send such powerful love and caring to you and I think of you so often, even though I have never met you. I have no fears in life but one, losing her. I have an only daughter, she is 61, and she is the light of my life. My heart breaks into a thousand pieces when I think of TazвЂ™s death and I feel your pain so deeply. I am re-reading ESquared now from years ago. Hello Pam, I have read many of your books and I follow your postings. I think if you have tried everything, then sound frequencies may be just the thing for your readers to try out, it works for me. and I am glad you mentioned sound frequencies in todays blog. , No creative visualities, no any thing, just listening, its like magic.

Sound frequencies for me and 1000 of others who comment on You Tube attests to this. However with Binaural Healing Sounds by the truckloads on You Tube, simply donning a pair of head phones and simply listening has caused significant improvement in my life, health wise it has normalised my Blood Pressure, got rid of Bronchitis, eye infection cured, and spiritually wise, IвЂ™m calmer, happy not knowing. Its like I know this works for many but not me or so it seems.

I have been into meditation etc since the early 80 s, not knowing if I get any results, visualising a la E Cubed, a La Neville Goddard and even EckhartsTolle etc without any success. I have read that Tesla said something along the lines that everything, well him and a million others, have said there is nothing but frequencies, including us, and when out of sorts, we need to retune, kinda like a guitar that has gone out of tune, Tune it up and then we can learn to play it, Frequencies, such as the Solfeggio, Schumann, Rife et al as incorporated these into the music. on You Tube these days with 10 of positives comments, which also raise the positive frequencies, The composer you mentioned, I dare say, discovered, well may be discovered is too big a description but possibly discovered for themselves what composers have been doing for years now, Tibetan singing bowls, many attuned to the love frequencies, others to the Earths frequencies of 7.83, love frequency of 4.8 etc and every thing in between, beyond and below. My heartbeat moment occurred this morning when the wonderful Ioana Stoica sent me this:ДЇrequencies have been around a long time, one could say since time began, There are so many healing frequencies (Binaural /Subliminal) etc. Within the 48 hour-time period, Justin Bieber (I KNOW!) called unexpectedly and invited him on a tour to Japan, one of many synchronicities that further cemented his life-changing mission.ДЄs I said, things can turn around in a heartbeat. His messages of positivity didnвЂ™t seem to be selling like his earlier songs so he did the Dude Abides experiment asking for a sign. Now was the time to change the frequency. For now, he was having great success writing tunes for movies, Pepsi commercials and even the Boston Celtics.

He always figured heвЂ™d вЂњserve humanityвЂќ when he was older. After being diagnosed with leukemia, he decided he could no longer wait to throw his hat into the activism ring. But Mozart and Verdi, who tried to make 432hz official then (complete with signed documentation from physicist Felix Savart, ) tuned their music to 432hz, a frequency that better matches earthвЂ™s frequency.ДЄnyway, Maejor was reading my book, E-Squared. Most music is tuned at 440hz, a standard approved by the American Federation of Musicians in 1917. The Grammy-nominated producer (who happens to be 33) discovered that music, when tuned to 432hz, emanates a healing, harmonious energy. IвЂ™d already had that reminder on Wednesday when I was being interviewed by Maejor, a big-time hip hop producer who is currently on a global mission to heal the planet through music. So I have to cry out in joy (or at least write a blog post) to proclaim that life, no matter how it may appear, always shows up with the very sign or gift you need. But because well, itвЂ™s coming up on the third year since she so unexpectedly died. Or because the new barista at my coffee shop wears a 222 necklace. Not just because Google, on the fall Equinox, featured this logo. In exactly two weeks from today, itвЂ™ll be TazвЂ™s birthday.

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